We all have that one person who ends up being the klutz in the group or family.
A person who sometimes is so clumsy they are a danger to themselves 😰.
I have never really thought of myself that way; as a klutz or a clumsy person but lately I find myself feeling that way not with actions in the sense that I drop or break things or even hurt myself.
But, I have been feeling it on an emotional level both in the giving and receiving aspect. I feel like with my words, emotions, apathy and empathy, I have been a little bit clumsy in how I say what I say or my reaction and timing.
I don’t know if I should chuck it to being off balance and in a new situation and environment, or if it’s something that’s always been but I hadn’t paid attention or noticed it.
Lately it seems I get my feathers ruffled and my emotions hurt easily and maybe also doing the same. I proceed to feeling low and wanting to wallow which is unhealthy and a quick way to spiral into darker places 😭 believe me.
I tend to read, write, crochet 🧶 / knit 🧶, take care of others, clean, organize etc as a means to think clearer. They are outlets for me and a means of therapy and taking a break from everything else but lately it doesn’t hold as much appeal to do those things either.
So here I am feeling as I do when I experience writers block and the silence isn’t so quite.