Today you took me back to a place I was glad I left. To a time where my footing wasnt sure and my ground was sinking.
Your words reminded me of a quick sand that almost swallowed me up before I grabbed onto my anchor.
I was happy to find my ballast,
A rock that won’t let me fall.
A point so high I was in cloud nine,
To live my dream as reality.
Yet you took that away from me, drowning me in a well of insecurities,
Why would this ghost step out of your mouth to haunt me?
Why would an angel break my heart?
Shattering to pieces what you built.
Opening closed wounds
Leaving me to bleed your words of love and comfort
Loosing the battle with your thunderous silence.
I want to go back to my safe haven
To where you hold me whole and envelop me in the security of your arms.
Don’t let me drown sweet angel.